When you’re in a time of darkness and can’t clearly see the path ahead, how do you make your way?
Many times in life, I’ve inched forward when I cannot see. I followed the sound. As an example, I saved myself during devastating teenage years by writing songs. Later, I learned to chant sacred words that had the power to pierce the dark fabric of my thoughts, bringing peace and comfort.
What I try to do now is help others illuminate confusion, fear, doubt or lethargy, which means I have to keep learning how to do so myself. Enter the owl.
Owls first appeared last summer when I moved to Minneapolis. They perched on nearby treetops like dark sentinels, visible through the windows to our backyard. Their cry pierced the darkness and, shrill as it was, I loved the sound. Familiar.
But owls also see in the dark. They have large eyes with far more rods than human eyes. They have a tapetum lucidum, a layer of flattened cells covered with doubly refracting crystals. This functions like a mirror behind the retina, reflecting light back through the photoreceptors.
That’s like having a second chance to see.
We humans typically call our second chance to see 20/20 hindsight. Once time has passed, a challenging experience may be seen in a different light.
We may recognize spiritual tests for what they are—opportunities to know what we’re truly made of, to build strength and courage and compassion, to focus on appreciating the love that’s real here and now, moment by moment.
But there’s another way to see that doesn’t require time, only practice. That’s to gather all of our attention and focus it on the very best within and around us. It may sound simplistic or mystical, but it actually brings light.
And the quickest way I know to do that is to serve life.
As we enter the holiday season, many join loved ones in laughter and thanksgiving. Others experience deeper darkness and isolation.
Do we want to be on the lookout for anyone—person or animal—who could use our help? Or follow through on a nudge to reach out? What about quieting our own heart so that our presence is one of comfort and healing?
From an act of love, we may learn how to see in the dark.
A true heart blazes its own path.